5th

although it's a day earlier,

but it's still fine and as precious as whenever we spend time together.

you can celebrate with your army mates by exercising! 

haha,k i love you Muhammad:)

thank you for making me a happy girl nowadays and hopefully forever.

insyallah.

i don't want history to repeat itself and have myself changing boyfriends 

and finding happiness with different people,

ever again.

With you here now,

is such a blessing cos you got me on track with life again.

i was so afraid to tell the world about you in my life,

but hack care, you gave me that happiness i can never describe.

which is a good thing,always.

initially i knew i was wrong in doubting about us,

telling myself that things will end in a few months time,

and said 'let's just wait for a year and we'll see how it goes'

my god,how wrong i was to have acted that way.

i know it has only been 5months since we are together,

but you, Muhammad Khairi,

gave me the confidence and faith in a relationship again,

for sure not a puppy love one.

insyallah.

and yes,he doesn't have huge muscles or abs or lotsa money or a car or a bike or

'cool' swag or clique of friends or expensive clothes(you have them too actually) or big ego,

to impress me,

but he sure has a big heart and the patience to make me

fall deeply in love with him, as each day goes by.

you can think and say anything you want about me,

and how this relationship is gonna be like my past rs,

go ahead,

but i ain't gonna let that affect me.

i don't wana be afraid of what others might think of us, 

and i shudnt even bother abt it in the 1st place anyway.

it's just you,and me and 

us.