i miss my family and
how we used to have Sunday breakfasts together,
i miss the presence of my complete family at our own home,
i miss how we used to be so close together,
i miss greeting my parents home,
i miss mama's cookings even though it's always simple,
i miss my room,
i miss home,
i miss who i used to be,
even though i'm happier now.
i miss myself,
i miss how brave i was in taking risks and chances,
i miss how confident i used to be,
i miss how i was so rajin to dress-up and look good for myself,
i miss how positive i was,
i miss how hardworking i was,
i miss going home early and having my afternoon naps,
i miss how belonged i feel to something,
i miss being nice,
i miss being slim,
i miss my long hair even though my short hair is healthier now,
i miss how everything was rainbows and unicorns,
i miss being colourful,
i miss being me.
what's wrong now?
why isit that i'm not grateful?
having self esteem issues and getting hurt at almost every small things in life.
that.is.not.me.
i need to, ugh.
guess school,fyp,whatever has taken a toll on me.
not being dramatic,just reflecting on myself.
i need to stand straight now,
stay together, buck up.
